Monday, October 11, 2010

Superposition

wafting to see a panoramic screen,
is like a Man, who with his child on knee,
tastes to smell an Incandescent dream,
of the space that fate now feigns to feed. 

a tawny needle, yet enclosed,
in view of purpose Clasped in thread,
seldom is mindful of the renown 
their unity gives those Who wed.

here and now and far between,
as beached upon the Isle of hope,
temps me to test the vagary:
tense and mirth, belied as "nope".

could light and darkness Me supplant,
fate, grant to me present's recant. 

Sunday, October 10, 2010

Treadmill Confessions

"The road to being one of the best, I think, can be a very lonely one. And I have been willing to accept that loneliness- at whatever cost, and some people don't understand that. . . but I've been of the presence of mind not to allow that to deter me in any way because I believe this to be the most important pursuit of my life."

I firmly believe that moments of adversity and abject darkness of consciousness test and even purify human resolve. In moments like these, when objects seem so fixed and immovable and situations ship of life seem to capsize, character is built or lessened.

Nothing ever is easy, and few payoffs are immediate. Patience is necessary. I live and long for the payoff that stares back at me from an indeterminate time frame and displacement. Once attained, I know it will be comparatively insignificant when compared to the journey.

I feel most passionate, at present, about the awesome possibility everyone has, but few use, to create for the better- to change something/someone with the an intangible and unquantifiable abstraction, an idea, of a more desirable reality.

The luxury of the synergistic co-laboring in life is wonderful but something I find rare when so few barely considering the possibility of actualizing their own dreams. Resonating is difficult. However disheartening the loss of a close connection may be, self exploration and improvement is paramount. Kaizen- always.

"I'm living my life, too. I'm doing exactly what I want to do. I've found my passion. I've created my true calling in life. I live life on my terms. . . If I work hard at it, I can achieve something that was in my own hands to do."